Everyday I wish you were here with me.
It hurts that you can't be.
If I could turn back the hands of time,
you'll still be mine.

Everyday I wish I could have known you better,
so I cherish the time we had together,
instead of thinking of you been gone,
while I'm here all alone.

Everyday I wish I could call you,
So that I could have someone to talk to,
But someone took you away from me

Sunday, September 26, 2004

daz !!!.. hmm suprised that you replied so fast. =)) anyway glad you did la.. juz wanted to hear from you so badly.. =S. things between me and my parents juz suck la. i really dunno wht's gg on.. i'm ignoring them. dad juz yells at me almost everyday. hate this kinda life. F*** them man. what the hell.. yesterday my mum was talking to me until she cried. wth.. damn it la. yeah.. so this is one problem now. the other. mz. tskk` i dunno la.. my mei juz told me that e cody person on mz's blog said somthing like.. you jealous for what ? she's my stead and no one is allowed to touch her. OR something like that la. so yeah. how now ? tsk`. i'm juz numb being hurt already. can't feel much. parents also like that. gf also like that. hate this kinda life man. i juz hope it won't affect my studies le.. yeah.. i'm just starting to get immune from e pain.. i guess the more i get hurt , the stronger i get.. who knows ?? kae la. if you're free juz give me a call alrite ? love ya..hugg.




Saturday, September 25, 2004

HELLOOOOO SWEEEEEEEET! yes yes HAPPY 14 MTHS! ITS COOL MAN! hahaha sadd. 14 mths and yet havent gotten a chance ta take neos together! hurs.
anyyway, dun worry bt me. PRETTY ALRIGHT la, trying ta manage my studies already..and im studying SUPER hard fer EOY! wad bt u girl? glad u prelims r over! but im worried fer u.. hows things with u and ur mum? and sorting out ur tots bt mz? so did ya manage to ask her and tell her how u feel?
girl, there's really nuthing much i can do except ta b a fren by urside always. but i really do hope things will b fine fer u soon. Ian and i r like really worried fer u k?
takkaire darling! HUG*



Thursday, September 23, 2004

heys !!! haha i'm back. happy anni once again =)) this time is the 14th month.. wow. that's long. smiles* so how have you been ?? the thought of me leaving PL is starting to eat into me.. =S gonna be so sad.. you've gotta take care of di okae ??! if she come complain to me that u ill-treat her ahh... you... nvm. lol. study hard for your end-of-years. SEC3 is e foundation for SEC4. i've told you this before.. so do take it to heart kae.. =)) dunch wanna see you suffer like me NOW.. damn it. struggling to pass my subs. tskk`.. kae la.. all e best !! hugs* iLu !!!!!!!! =) !




Wednesday, September 01, 2004

HEYHEY! i finished and im done with ur autograph bk! hurs i stayed up till 1AM LAST NIGHT OK. worked on ur autograph bk fer 2 and a half hrs!!!! see see! im so sincerrrrrrrrreeeeeee and nice to ur book. anyway, its like so freaking big -_________-''
i had ta carry it to town and hold it in my hands!!! stewpid woman!
okok, ANYWAY, HAPPY BELATED 13 MONTHS!!HEHHEH. we havent managed ta go fun lunchh together!!! ROARSSS~ okay i'll really try ta call ya. cant really tok on the fone tt often, and whne there's a chance i can tok, ofcoz most of the time is tok to ian la =XX. but really, i'll TRY ta spend time with my dear pts. i feel tt we 're not as close as b4 =/ sighs` anyway, the other day u told me bt u gg overseas ta study.. r u serious??? or issit juz a plan??? ehh dun go leh. i'll miss u veryvery bad 1 leh. =(((
hmmm, as fer the blog u and mz have. well, r things geting better? i think if uve tried creating a conversation and topic , uve already tried ur best ta maintain the r/s .. uve done ur part already girl. the rest is all up to mz. its whether she';s willing ta share or not. if u feel u guys r drifting.. juz tell her how u feel la k?
*hugs* dun worry too much la huh =) anyway ian and i r perfectly fine!! =DD really really very happy right now. feel very bliss. and fortunate. in a way situation at home is much better than b4.. and my r/s with ian juz keeps getting stronger! so yes, im a happy kid.
but yar.. my studies kinda sucks la. still working on tt =XX
u too eh? mug hard, (i know u r la ) but juz dun get too nervous bt ur prelims and Os. focus on giving out ur best alright? zihui's always here. i'll really try ta accompany u when ure bored. a phone call and i'll be there. but u know wad? ure always calling att he wrong time la! lols. always either im doing my wrk or using the com and u noe i CANT multitask!!!! tsk tsk.
okie. takkaire. and we'll keep this blog alivE!! =)






deariE !! blog leh, i'm more busy then you, yet i have e time to blog !!! kick you ar. study hard kae.. smiles. and TAKE CARE OF that AUTOGRAPH book for me pls. it's DAMN impt. lol.. yesh.. !! know what.. carelyn crush li jiawei haha !! so now you can go make fun of her wor` lol.. no la don't be so mean hehes.. kae la tc =) hUgs*!

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