Everyday I wish you were here with me.
It hurts that you can't be.
If I could turn back the hands of time,
you'll still be mine.

Everyday I wish I could have known you better,
so I cherish the time we had together,
instead of thinking of you been gone,
while I'm here all alone.

Everyday I wish I could call you,
So that I could have someone to talk to,
But someone took you away from me

Friday, October 29, 2004

PTS!!!!
heys.. i've missed you all lehs.. hmM.. you lucky lena koh never turn around that day wor haha.. oh yar.. lena koh was looking at my class photos, den she said i got tao hua yan.. dunno wht she mean la.. but carelyn was saying it's something like the eye can electric ppl or DUNNO WHT la.. =S anyway don't worry.. i'm not gonna go anywhere la.. don't wanna leave you guys i guess =))
YEPs i think you should really start bucking up on maths lor.. it's important.. now i'm so struggling with it can ? and it's like less than 7 days to tt paper. tsk`. know something.. i really can't wait for o's to be over.. i've got so much planned and all.. but oh well.. i guess i'd better concentrate on o's first la.. i juz msged di.. she's gonna go to 3B2 =)) at least la.. she's taking PURE LIT kae.. and it ROCKs !!! haha.. i totally encourage her.. =))
don't worry la.. slowly your parents will give in to you i guess like wht i've always said it's the matter of time huhs.. damn it la.. my typing is so slow cos i purposely turned off my computer these few days to prevent distraction.. den today friday i really can't help and can't resist temptations but to turn it on again.. =P
so you all e sec3's have lessons RIGHT ?! you didn't ans my qns!!! =s ...
kae la i'm off you take care loads =)) HUGs




Wednesday, October 27, 2004

im back ta blog!
uhhs saw u the other day, merely managed ta call out' leanna ,leanna' OPPS =X hope lena koh din think im mad =XX! anyway i miss ur presence in sch.
not exactly playing now. cant really u know. my parents and allt he ggr thing is not overrr yet. so there r still restictions here and there.=(
hmm, wad u mean by LEAVING AFTER Os?
dun tell me ure really gg austrailia or wheresoeva!!
AHHH` DUN GO! I DUN ALLOW U TO! :( :( :(
how can u leave di and i behind . sighsss` this whole mei,di thingy feels so incomplete without u in sch now. )=

yuppers. im gonna start preparing fer Os esp fer my maths and a maths when the hol starts. not much of playing by then. hmm. am gonna b really kiasu. =P. coz my parents r pinning high expectations on me and they r ot happy bt my reults this time. haix.

will try reeally hard,
u too yah? hope ta see ya in sch agn!
all the best dearie! no hurry ta update it. just do it when ure free okie?
*HUGS




Monday, October 25, 2004

HHHHHHEEEEEEEYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!
finally you updated this blog.. but at least you did la huh =)).. so how have you been ?? i'm alright from all the eating disorders and MOST of the emotional problems.. i guess it's bcos i'm leaving after o's or something la.. anyway.. like you said not to get distracted and all right ?! i can tell you next year will pass by very fast for you all.. the first half of the year your results might not be tt good.. but second half onwards you all might start bucking up.. like before prelims also.. you know i did so much better in my prelims then mid-year.. it was like a 10 points diff... really.. yeahh.. but still definitely not good enough for o's la..
can you imagine ?? it's one week away from o's.. but after the first week i'm like kinda free leh.. cos e rest of the papers are very spread out and all.. the WORST is the FIRST week.. cos it's like 4 subjects in 3days kinda thing.. yeah suxs. juz can't wait to get over next week.. =S..
so how ? you're playing now or wht?? or getting ready for next year's o level ?? study hard kae.. i guess the first 2 weeks for the holiday u'll have to go back to school huh ?? i hope i'll cya ard kae ??!
MUAHx!!! love ya loads.. takkair` too !!




Friday, October 22, 2004

LEANNA! the template is okae la! no greeeeeeeen greeeeeeen stuff anymore! hahaha =XX
i miss u very very much can! havent really seen u in sch fer this whole mth!!
and today's ur last day of sch.
SIGHS` i cant believe it!
u guys r leaving PL , and we r the nxt batch of sec 4s! OH NOOOO!! =S

anyway,i hope ure handling this whole mich thing well. really, if there's anything i can do to make u feel better juz let me know okie?or mayb when ure damn bored juz gimme a call ya? i rather u talk to me then start thinking of all da nonsence! thats wad this pts is fer mah!

and yes, pls dun lose ur focus okie.
Os r now the main thing. i knwo uve been working really hard. kinda scares me.
i see wad ure doing as wad i'll b doing next yr.
pia-ing like mad.
shit man `
still, hope u'll be able ta get thru this tough time and cope with the stress well. pls dun get urself into another eating disorder alright?
scares the hell out of me. made me worried like shit. serious.
so yes, we'll go out together with di after ur Os!! WEEE` thats wad we've been waiting ferrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr , for the past 1 yr! hehs

my dear pts, all the best alrighte! i'll b praying fer u every now and then till ur last pp.
keep me updated bt ur life and all.
love ya.
not forgetting,



HAPPY 15 MTHS!





Saturday, October 16, 2004

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