Everyday I wish you were here with me.
It hurts that you can't be.
If I could turn back the hands of time,
you'll still be mine.

Everyday I wish I could have known you better,
so I cherish the time we had together,
instead of thinking of you been gone,
while I'm here all alone.

Everyday I wish I could call you,
So that I could have someone to talk to,
But someone took you away from me

Friday, November 26, 2004

HEY!! yeahh i'm glad that we had our outing.. wanna go out again in dec?? i mean if we have the time la. if not it'll seem like only on my birthdays that we go out.. get wht i mean ?? had fun with you all la.. i mean esp the CAKE.. haha.. loved it yah?! i'm like going out every other day until i'm sian of it.. =S its like so tiring also.. sometimes when u're too free you wish you had exams leh.. yeahh.. but when we have exams, we wish to go out wor!!.. funny huh.. oh yar the neos are NICE =)) can scan and put em in not ahh ? so wht have you been doing the past few days?? anything juz gimme a call la.. but i'll be away from sudnay to tue la.. yep you should know that la.. i think di still likes bei leh.. she was like begging me to ask bei out, so she , me , bei and sharon can go out together .. hais.. how's everything with you??
i can tell you that hor.. next year will pass damn fast for you man.. don't worry so much la.. i'll be there for you.. =)




Thursday, November 25, 2004

YAYS the three of u finally went out ta celeb ur bdae! WOOW` TIME certainly fly pass damn fast man! still rmb, last yr we went out fer pizzahut ta celeb ur bday too!and so its been a yr since we last went out together. hehs. AND we finally took neos! =DDD so now u've got plenty of time ta play and have fun. i certainly do know ur life rawks like mad now. OH MAN. mine is beginning ta sucks. bet u know how im feeling. RAWRR. And seeing u so happyr ight now makes me so cant wait fer Os to end! dun forget us ok? u, rach,and i will always b da happy 'family'!



Thursday, November 18, 2004

heys.. glad you had fun in bintan wor`!!! yeah i'll be busy after o's.. but in mid dec i'll be more free la.. can go out with you guys one.. PROMISEd* i'll sure make some time for you all y'know =))..
remember in the previous post i was saying got like 16 days before o's end or something like that.. now i realised i've got like 5 days left hahas.. for the pure science girls.. they end like TOMORROW. wth!!!! unfair! hahas.. hmm.. it's true, next year i'll most prob be in tertiary.. u'll be in sec4 and di in sec3.. i'll be distant from you all cos i'll hardly see u ppl.. u'll be distant too cos of the sec4 work and all.. di will be..ehh free?? not really.. she should enjoy herself most in her sec3 year too..
know something.. from now until beginning of next year, u'll be mugging.. but then school re-opens u'll start to slack again.. really that's wht happens.. no matter how much you mug now, you'll sure slack after that.. den in school you won't really chiong so much.. but once it comes after your june hols then u'll start to pia more.. den after prelims , you chiong liao.. e worst times in sec4 is like 2 weeks before o's man.. its the WORST.. den once o's start u'll feel better.. and NOW.. i'm feeling GREAT =) haha.. but e results come out ehh.. juz be prepared for the worst la huh.. =S
oei.. after my o's u guys see when you free, book me kae =).. and i don't really intend to work leh.. feel kinda lazy la.. hahas.. by the way.. yar i'll TRY to call di more often too.. miss her dearly worr`.. OHhh brilliant idea.. she can join vic and i in our singles united.. hahas okok jkjk. =) i'll blog more another time =) you take care loads!! MUAHx




Wednesday, November 17, 2004

LEANNA! wee` okae im back from bintan ! ahha like DUH . =P
fer detailed info bt my trip read my blog la! dun b lazy ok? heH =D
so uve gt everything planned already la! ure gg on the trips with who? family or frens? LOOKS like our brother,sisters [?!] outing will not happen if my dear leanna is gonna b so BUSY yah? =P anyway, u really deserve a BIGGG break ! so yes, so enjoy and work hard ta earn MONEY ya? =P hahah! ohh was with ian today and then she was telling me IM SEC 4 NEXT YR! -FAINTS- im like dying can. cant take it. so SCARY. am mugging hard fer next yr and trying hadr ta get prepared. but u know, its hard and its freaky when uve got no choice but ta zoom back ta reality and face all the shit and stress. sighs`
sec 4 fer me,tertiary fer u,sec 3 fer di. guess all of us will start living a more separate life.
honestly di and i aint close! we dun tok on the fone at all. and hardly get ta see her online! it was only till the recent peerlite bbq tt i met her and did alot of catching up. sighs` im really afraid we'll drift ffar far apart next yr esp when ure not ard afterall ure close to both of us. =(
but i;ll try ta make an effort ta call her and all la.
yea u too okae? pls dun play so much after Os and forget abt us still wiating fer our outing! BLEAGH!
takkaire deariwe!-HUGSSS




Friday, November 12, 2004

woahh... u've updated it like so FAST.. no la.. compared to last time this time is quite fast le. HEHEx..and i can tell that you're REALLY bored man.. got time to go round looking at everyone's friendster.. yar my used to be kor has turned straight le but anyway.. know something i'm feeling so shit.. still stuck here.. another 12 more days to go.. well.. tskk` i'll do it!!!
oei` y do you keep wanting me to turn straight ?? i will but juz not yet la huh.. wanna have my fun first hahas.. nways.. you keep asking me to turn straight.. den you leh.. it'll be easier for you then for me y'know that don't you ??
our outing with OUR di.. well all the dares is only for di la!!! doesn't apply to me at all kae.. actually it applies to YOU and DI. cos both younger then me mahh.. hahas.. i bet you're enjoying yourself at bintan now yeah ??! tell me how the holiday went??.. i'll get my chance after o's.. hahas.. but none of my hols are confirmed cos one of them i'm leavin juz after my o's and coming back on the day of prom itself leh.. i'll be way too tired.. but it should be okae la.. den another holiday would be in jan when you guys are back in school hahas.... BLEAHx. but as i've juz said nothing's confirmed la.. k la.. after my o's den we'll CHIONG la !!! =) sMilEs*




Thursday, November 11, 2004

HEYOOX! rahh` im like rotting at home now! i juz saw aili's frenster profile and SHE'S GOT A BF!! and she chged SO MUCH!! tsk` how unpredictable life can be .still, im happy fer her la, since she's found someone she loves. ahahha
LEANNA!! I SEE YOUR FUTURE! =)
one day, u'll get a bf and be as pretty as she is! and im definitely looking forward fer tthat!! so cool man. seeing u keep ur hair long adn wearing skirts. =DDD
orh and i still rmb the game u suggested DI and i play when we go out together right? the 'DARE' GAME.! hahaha lame la u! oh well, we'll be seeing u in skirts and tubes right?! XD
anyway, im so glad we managed ta tok despite u having ur O levels now!! i miss u so much ok?
am counting down fer u!! nxt tues is ur art pp and yadayada ur Os will b over! perservere k? and
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catch up soon PTS!
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Thursday, November 04, 2004

uhs... actually i got like 5 subjects down liao lehh no la cos some of it is juz paper one over mahh.. and my head is so freaking pain can not. it's hurting so much.. juz had my lit paper and i think i really screwed it up can. wah laoo.. how. maths was okae la.. SO MUCH better then prelims can ?! but lit.. tskk`.. dare not say anything about it. it's my only sub to get a distinction but yet i gave it away juz like that.. WAIT. i don't even think i can pass.. kae la like wht ever.. hmm..
EEeeks it's gonna be disgusting if lena koh like my eyes can not. TURNed OFF ahh.. bleahs.. abt prom. lols.. i guess i wanna cross dress la.. see how. no one's talking much abt it cos ehh.. no time to talk about it YET la. =P and you wanna help me dress up to be a LADY ?! gotta be joking?! =P
kae la i'm off.. my head still hurts alot. juz flushed some panadol down my throat.. ahhhhh my lit..





Wednesday, November 03, 2004

YAYS! 2 pps over fer you!! feel so happy fer u eh! juz a few more days!! date me out after ur Os kae? * HUGS
yar laaa/ hahah having lessons fer the 1st week. =) now im like trying ta hurry finish my hol hwk , then can hurry focus on maths and a maths! =DD
everythings pretty well planned fer me, juz hoping tt i'll stick to the plan! =XX
wahahha so funny u got TAO HUA YAN.
-hmm. ALRIGHT la. no comments. mayb lena koh is attracted to ur eyes =)
oh yea! im sooooo interested to know wad u'll b wearing fer cambridge! let me know k! mwahaha. i can turn u into a pretty lady if u wan =)
takkaire my dear girl!!
see ya in sch soon!!

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