Everyday I wish you were here with me.
It hurts that you can't be.
If I could turn back the hands of time,
you'll still be mine.

Everyday I wish I could have known you better,
so I cherish the time we had together,
instead of thinking of you been gone,
while I'm here all alone.

Everyday I wish I could call you,
So that I could have someone to talk to,
But someone took you away from me

Saturday, July 30, 2005

hmm.. firstly, i just wanna tell you that i'm doing okae with school and all. School for me is still quite fun and all.. yeah studies is important i get it. There's one or two modules where now i find it kinda hard to catch up.. tsk`.. i feel lazy to ask for help too.. =// but other then that, everythings okae. Secondly, where got everytime you catch up with me there's another giirl ?!! actually come to think of it, kinda true leh.. haha.. now got one more damn chio person haha.. let me intro !! she's called eunice, from my school too!! haha.. hmm you go check out my friendster, she's linked to me. Friendster nick, eunice. (: check it out and tell me how's it like okae ? But anyway i guess she's str8 and all so yeahh ): hmm.. yar yar "fun" playing ard.. mayb fun in a way that i get to experience other ppl ?? arrhh don't know la..
Anyway, thirdly.. wht's gg on between ian and you ?? i guess now u're just too caught up with yr work tt's y you feel stressed and feel like breaking up. Or perhaps you just want to be free from everything.. get what i mean ?? i'm not trying to say anything or what so ever, but it's just the matter of time when you break up with her kinda thing.. or do you think you'll grow up and be with her and all ?? it's ultiamately your choice dearest.. but don't let it affect your studies okae.. tell me how your chinese went when you get your results (: don't worry !! hugss-



Wednesday, July 27, 2005

hello pts!! haha thks fer updating =) hmm, U !! omg. u scared me the other day when u said playing is quite FUN. =S pts arh.. when did u becoem a flirt? hahah okay la juz jk. u and ur nonsense. each time i call u, there will b new girls u think is pretty or new girls who likes u. so i guess ure VERY POPULAR in sch huh? haha./ study hard pls. dun only know how to date girls. anw. life is quite okay fer me. rather boring. hmm, but things r gg downhill fer ian and i. or shld i say its been like this fer mthss. my feelings sorta faded. but occasionally i still feel tt i love her.. but the fact is tt im picking on her in every single way. asked fer a breakup many many times this yr alrd. she refuses to let me go.. haix. juz asked fer one ystdae. but i know its of no use anw. also dunnow wad to do. but anw, it dosent affect me at all. i know i sound seriously mean and everything. but yah.. ive nt been putting in anything fer this rs coz im too involved in studies and it does nt affect me a single bit without her.. sighs` mayb one day whn i really lose her i'll feel the loss.
anw, takecare my dear pts! miss ya!



Saturday, July 23, 2005

hey dearestt !!! i nv forget about our 2 years anni !! (: i know you're mugging and all.. but do take care okae.. *misses.



Tuesday, July 05, 2005

hello.. haha i'm in class now !! feeling damn lazy to do any work... anyway ,
yeah it's been months since u've updated, but nevertheless you still did riight ?! chinese o'level oral?? it shouldn't be a problem for ya.. i passed mine !! haha.. i'll be praying for you too.. i understand how busy you are whn u're in sec 4.. you get so cut off from the world and all.. it was like that for me last year too.. oh wells.. time will come and go fast.. no worries, just spend the rest of your days till o's studying.. that's what u've been doing the whole time havn't you !!
i'm doing fine in school. still enjoying life and all... i never lead ppl on la !! sometimes i do it unconciously i also don't mean too okae!! i just feel so feelingless sometimes. oh well.. no worries abt me, i'll be fine (:

hey take life easy. everything will settle on it's own. there's no use stressing yourself so much.
do take care loads.
HUGS.
love ya!!



Monday, July 04, 2005

DALRING PTS. omg, i saw the dashboard. and the last time the blog was updated was in 27th APRil !!!! its my fault. so here i am!! haha, yes so soon, and my chin Os r over and the june hols r over. back to the mundane sch life. term 3 already. kinda scary.. soon it'll b prelims and yadada it'll b dec!! HOHO! we din get to go out during the june hols coz i cldnt really go out. like the whole june i was out less than 5 times. so yea.. most of them were devoted to ian. hope u understand yea? but i din break my promise!! haha, i did call u b4 my sch started and we did havce alot of catching up. goodness, u and all ur sec 3 church gals. PLEASE AH! get a grip and DONT lead them on okay!! -SLAPS. hahaha.hmm sch fer me is fine. like getting use to the studying life and all. so dun really feel so stressed up or suffocated. in fact, its term3, so our main goals r Os and prelims but nolonger so much of the common tests. IM SCARED LEH PTS!! got chin Orals on wed. arghhhhhhh. its gonna play a huge role in determining my grade i guess. and in no time soon i'll get my chin RESULTS.!!!!!!!!!! OMG OMG. really scared.pray fer me yah?

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